i hear you're asking all around, if i am anywhere to be found

Well hello again dear bloggers

My this week has come around fast! As I’m writing this I’m trying to think of what has actually happened. Finally got my write up completed and I must say that was one of the most stressful times in my life. Seriously just don’t know why! In the end I must admit I did give up on it and just handed it in and was frankly glad to see the back of it. But enough of the boring bits of my life.

This weekend was also stressful. It was my first weekend as an ‘assistant teacher’ with my dancing school at the qualifiers. This is like one of the biggest competitions of the year as it’s the way for dancers to get to the World championships which is THE biggest competition of the year and is the most prestigious title that dancers can win. For some people, the idea that doing all this work and getting only a trophy (which is mahusssive as you can see from the picture and a tiara for girls and a belt for boys) and a title but no money seems ludicrous. Especially considering all the money that parents spend out.

Soo my weekend consisted of wigs, make up, sock glue, tiaras and loud music. All of which I loved to start with, but by the end of the weekend I was dreaming of steps and music. To be brutally honest, it is ridiculously expensive, at least £1500 for a dress, £100 for a tiara £150 for a wig, not to mention shoes and all the other accessories that you have to have in order just to get up on stage and stand a chance of looking half way decent. . BUT I DO LOVE IT. However it was also another stress-filled two days and I also broke two of my nails tying up shoes and stuffing hairpins into wigs and tiaras and I now have more input into how the girls (and boys) appear on stage and even the steps they do so uber excitement in that.

HOWEVER I do have a tendency to shout if they ignore what im telling them and don’t try when im putting my time and effort into them. This happened this weekend where I got rather annoyed at one of the girls and I think I may have made her cry which did make me feel bad, but they need to start listening and realising im doing it for them! Oka that does make me sound quite heartless but I think, their parents are spending all this money out on them with no real economic return, the least they can do is listen and to try their best. Surely everyone would think that reasonable, or am I still being totally heartless?

But OMG another massive excitement: development on the crush front.

Okay so for all you bloggers out there it may not be too exciting, but for me I nearly fell off my chair and sent my whole body into panic!

During the week at uni on the Wednesday he started up a convo with me. All very polite ‘how was your weekend?’ general chit-chat etc etc. Thursday was slightly more in-depth. Well I say in depth, it sort of happened by accident. I was using the toilet facilities which happen to be at the top of a flight of stairs. Me being me, decided to jump down the last two steps with a celebratory fist pump when I landed like a gymnast. However, much to my dismay as I jumped, landed, fist pumped and turned I saw a smiling face. You guessed it, the guys lavs are slightly at the end of the corridor and he came out at that exact moment. Brilliant.

However, this lead to us having a convo as we proceeded down the corridor to the lecture and was not just general stuff but kind of more about ian hart (who I did declare my love for leading to a slightly bemused expression). BUT me being the awkward awkward turtle that I am could just not hold his gaze and proceeded to look at my shoes the whole time we talked. Do you think this is possibly sending out the wrong signals?

BUT MORE EXCITING THEN THAT IS THE FACT HE ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK

BOOOOOOYAH!!!

So, ladies and gents do you think this is progress or me merely raising my hopes??

Peace out, promise to give a shorter blog next week!!

Food of the week: chocolate covered raisins

Song of the week: The duck song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtN1YnoL46Q

LOVEEEE YOOOU

Kates <3